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What do you do when you've hit rock bottom. I know people say there's only room to go up, but what happens when you've dug a hole too deeply to where there's no way of getting out. This business trip to atlanta has taught me alot. It made me think about alot of things. I pray to God everyday to try and guide me thru what i should do. This trip has made me realize that even though i am still very young i dont want to drink and party anymore. I just want to grow up do what i have to do and get this paper. I know what im doing is wrong and in this business there are no rules or regulations that why so many people get burned. But its not what id like to do for the rest of my life, i just needa save up enough to start investing. Because honestly this is all i know, ive spent too long and been thru way to much to just drop it and start a new life, ive tried college ive tried working a 9-5 but thats not me. I know business and thats what im going to do, wether it kills me or not. Havent updated in a while but ive been going thru hell these past few months, usually everything that happens i can get thru but this is a pretty damn big hole i dug myself into. All i can do is continue what i need to do and if i fail then thats that. I love my phamily i havent seen u guys for so long please take care of each and everyone Lord.

Its been the same goal since day one, none changed.

When they advance me this check, coulda bought my way to heaven, but i blow it on my neck.

The strong do as they shall, the weak do as they must.

They say, "You're only as good as your last idea."

Nobody Rides For Free.

Deep down inside i was never worried, i always knew somehow i was gna make it.

Ill bet the farm before i take a loss.

Never planned for it to happen but thats jst the way things went down.
Now what im used to, aint what it used to be.

Even when repaired, all the cracks and dents stand out.

R.I.P. Bac Duong

Forever in my prayers, youre in a better place now.

what i do is not right or wrong, it aint good or bad, it is what it is.

Im turning into somebody i dnt wna become.

Its hard to see it happen right before my face, chill out gucci.

Guns dnt kill people, people do.

The truth dont prevail no more.

I wish there was an easier way.

But theres not so what is life?
I guess we can call it a beautiful struggle.
But whats so beautiful about it?
Nothing, so i call it a struggle.

Dnt follow where the path leads you, but go on your own route and leave a trail.

All it takes is one time.

Life.

I dnt believe life is based through our decisions, but more as the consequences to our decisions. Anyone can decide through their emotions and sometimes that is not the best thing for u. So before you act only after thinking about your decision, think about the consequences.

Decisions for the right or wrong reasons, consequences are the same.
Good thing i didnt learn the hard way.

Worries never stop coming, life's a never ending game.